Californication

I like the show Californication. Strange right? Some guy wandering around fucking women...but I think there is more to it. Could be wrong.

I get so sad every time I watch it. I mean, their are humorous part and all, but it makes me sad. The guys is so obviously in love with his ex (p.s. im in season one so DONT BE A RUINER) but he still runs around fucking people. Cant quite figure it out yet; maybe revenge? Or just still has needs.

Either way, one thing I am sure of (partially because you can tell by the way he acts and partially because he's said it like a hundred times) the guy actually LIKEs women. Like to fuck them, yes. But he also just like them. As people.

So, in essence, he's my opposite sex, opposite mindset, twin. I'm trying to learn how to like men (again as people), he already likes women (ditto).

The guys fucked up, no doubt. But I like him. I envy him (yes i know its just a character). I wish i could feel the same about men. it cant hurt that I think he's quite attractive. Scratch that, he's fuck-tastic.